It has been a little over a week since Ed passed away. I really miss him. It's not like I have not lost a pet before, he was the 5th. But I just can't believe I won't ever see him or hug him again. What is it about this dog, what is it about any dog?
He turned me into a complete blubbering fool last Monday when I went into work. Luckily I have a boss who is a big dog person and understood completely.
As I was cleaning this weekend I was reluctant to vacuum, his fur and smell would be gone forever.....how silly is that! I thought I could pick up his food bowl and put it away but I'm not ready yet. I found his favorite toy....it sits here on my desk.
I'm not ready to let go......not yet.
I miss you Eddie.......(this was his very last photo....taken just a few hours before. Who knew.... ).
No, I'm not ready yet.